Hate from the heart was heard
As cold as I could hold.
Once that felt too little
It filled me with cruel things
The amount of- was if pain?
From the outspoken words-clichéd
Cool chills of sweat climb in
From leaves of broken hearts
That when their beatings heard
Screams in the ear at night
I forget weak sorrow, but those
Seemed dimmed when I was there
I died on dirt for you.
You left your fan on
And forgot to put the cap back on your toothpaste
Im not your maid.
Those eggs you bought are gonna spoil
Because I wont eat them.
You know I dont like eggs.
Did you have to park behind me dear?
How am I suppose to leave?
Work was slow today.
I forgive you for skipping our lunch.
Ill hang your jacket in the closet,
and turn on the game.
Im making your favorite tonight, steak.
Well Im headed to bed.
I know your busy, but I miss you.
Goodnight.
I hate you
Scream it
Mean it
Walk from those
Holes I carved in your chest
Kill me for the damage
I blew through your soul with my straw
Your loving soul
My love for your love
Ripped out.
Vacant
Hate me, hate me, just hate me
I ruined your spirit
Played with it, broke it.
And buried it away
So I wouldnt get in trouble
But it was me
SCREAM IT
Hate me
Hate me
Your voice leaks in.
My hear spins, bursting in and out.
Lost my voice, again
Turn my back to you
Try to walk away
Stapled to the ground
You win
Ill listen
Time passes and silence grows familiar
No hear attacks
No brick feet
Just a lonely peace
Then you speak
I wish you wouldnt
The
Misery
Builds
Again.
I l
Wish I could
But I can't
I reach out
but am neglected
I'm nervous
but ferocious
I demand
but can't amend
I'm sorry
I scream
but no one perceives
I compose
but no one knows
I share
but no ones there
I'm abused
and confused
someone help me
treasure me
before I decease
completely
Show me what
I can't hear
Tell me what
I can't see
Teach me what
I don't know
because I need
sympathy
so that I can be
free
I need your relief
and your belief
For me to uncover
and discover
this world I'm native too
Please help me
like I helped you
I'm drowning here
Does anyone care?
or have I lost all
with my great fall
of lies and deceit
because I'm incomplete
I'm drowning here
in this crowning world
of kings and queens
and royal blood
I'm screaming
praying for
someone to hear me
and save me from
this terrible dream
But it's no dream
it's a nightmare
no one cares
instead they run
from my sinking soul
But their not to blame
for this was my game
Now I'm shamed
for I have lost
I'm at the bottom now
not making a single sound
Joy you must feel
knowing you never have to deal
with me again
because I'm gone...
I'm dead
I love to act
that's a fact
I'm terrific
and go ballistic
when I hear a stage
just calling my name
Its no shame
I love the fame
and glory
from presenting a story
I love to dance
and prance
I love to sing
and swing
I love acting
Its just my thing
Where are you?
Weren't we supposed to meet here?
Oh, there you are.
Sorry, friend,
that I could not pick your face
out of the sea of our peers.
Nice jeans, they look good on you.
Just as nice as they do
on all your other clones - oops!
I meant friends - who are wearing them.
But, of course, it looks best on you
because you wore them...before they were cool.
Right?
We strive to be like 'everyone'
because no one wants to be 'no one'.
We all want to be 'someone'
and on the way, we forget
how to be true to ourselves
because the Lone Ranger has no friends.
But if we're all trying to be 'everyone'
then we cease to be 'anyone'
I asked Nick to my old school's prom... and it was absolutely adorable.
Chels and me took sidewalk chalk to his driveway while he was at track... sneeky us lol.
then he called and was like "of course" =D
but he's in mexico over break... only like 4 days to go?...
oh well.
I know I haven't added anything in like forever but i have peices to add.
Hopefully soon.
RIP Megan.
She will be missed by so many. She was 16 and the happiest person I think I ever knew. Always smiling. Last time I saw her, we went skating for her 17th birthday, we got shakes at stake and shake and chilled at the park haha till the police came so we went and laid out on the football staring at the stars and talking about our dreams and futurs and everything. We even almost hit a deer that night. It was by far one of the best birthdays I'd ever been to.
This incredible girl died. December 12th around 7pm in a car wreck. The two boys with her walked away with minor injuries and she was killed.
This was my friend. And I will miss her great